Decisions and Deals

This is great. I’ve finally gotten my mom’s laptop to function properly, after months of her not letting me access the administrator account because it had a couple of pointless word documents in it she hadn’t touched for a few months herself either; and had plain forgotten about them anyway. Until I get my metric card and a significant discount on the Powerbook I really, desperately want, this

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Try Not To Presume

It's been completely crazy the last couple of days. It's like, what can possibly happen in a couple of days, but a-lot can, (and as it should,) a great deal did. I met Lynn, the girl of this Honkie guy I used to like (the exception to my general indifference to the Asian male aesthetic). She'd called me up a month earlier asking if I could set her up with my photographer, and I'd sort of delayed

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We're Basically the Same

I’ve finally come back to my parent’s place from Richard’s, and you won’t believe what was waiting for me. Ethan had sent me a Swarovski necklace from Zurich. Isn’t that just too sweet! I don’t receive very many gifts, so when I do get them, they’re always such a surprise they mean a great deal. My parents are very Chinese lah, you know, they do the whole Ang Pow (red packet with money inside)

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Hide-Away

I don't have much to say anymore, it's impossible to place my feelings anywhere. Peehaps I've felt like this before, but I certainly don't remember when I was last there. And what surprises me is that he likes me, loves me and tells me so. But I already know and I'm already there, naturally; it's so easy to say I love you. It's kinda strange. It really has been. I mean, who was to know. And no

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How Auspicious

Of all the strange things that can happen to you while staying over at your boyfriend's place, waking up to find his living room completely flooded is not one of them. It's even more odd then the time I got locked in H's bedroom when the lock sprang into it's holder and refused to retract back into the door. We've been trying to figure out where all the water's come from, because he's not even

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Sell-out

Unbelievable. 3 weeks, and Richard was persuaded to church with me. And my parents. Of course he didn’t go for the spiritual… indemnification. I don’t know why he did go, perhaps a combination of nothing better to do at home (unless you count cleaning up the apartment as something better to do) because I wanted him to go, and because it was just one of those weird things out of the ordinary that

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I Don't Care.

I should be fustrated.Looking for a place is turning out to be much more of a hell then I thought it would be. There are all these bloody things to consider, and when you're not making several thousand dollars a month and require things like space and location, it becomes as hard as hell. And then you factor in things like, how are you going to manage your time between school, your new boyfriend

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(Untitled)

It's funny how I didn't realize how alone I was, until now that I'm not so alone anymore.It's like there was a space that needed to be filled, but I didn't know it existed until someone came in to prove it did. And before that, the home always felt a little too big; there were too many echoes, but I didn't know how to stop them. Places that needed cleaning, I could breathe the musk, but couldn't

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The Paid Pussy

We definitely need to stop having sex for the next 36 hours. I absolutely think we must. It’s very good, and I realized my speed with the running has improved up to 12km/h. It must be something your body releases during schtomphing (I like that word. I just learnt it, and it’s a lot less harsh and more fun sounding then something like ‘fucking’), but I think Alice seriously needs a break.

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Vulgarity

I’m going to go nuts. There’s just so much to do I don’t know how some people do it. That is, I don’t know how some people either accomplish everything they want to in their lives while still preserving their sanity and working out an hour a day and having sex for a large part of the night. Or, how some people just choose to ignore everything they have to do and do nothing. Doesn’t it bug you?

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REAL Studio Apartment.

I found out today that Kevin has been looking around for a place to start up his studio. So no we’re looking for something in the range of $1200. Around the Dover, Queenstown, Buona Vista MRTs. Preferably barely furnished. Condominiums or really cool, edgy apartments. You know, crap sort of places with cement floors and rough walls. We’re going to look at shop-houses in Chinatown too. I

04.24 | 0 komentar | Read More

The Failure of Pleasure

The last few days have felt like one really long night. I’m really please we click as well as we do, what can possibly be more fun than sex, drugs, violence, death and religion. Richard wants to make art about all those things, and there’s nothing more I would love doing. I’ve no idea what we’d do. But it would be something so completely outrageous (not because it will REALLY be outrageous, but

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Roomie edit.

Thank you for all the responses! Alright, after taking a look at the Singapore map I realized the best place for me would actually be the areas around Dhoby Ghaut MRT –Killiney Road, Grange Road, River Valley- and Buona Vista MRT – Holland Village- I’m honestly not interested in staying in a flat. Yah la, very wanna-be high-class, I know. If you have something that’s a few

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Roomie

Okay. Help.I'm too lazy to look for a real estate agent, I need to move out (It's WAY too inconvenient for me to make it to NTU from where I live) and I don't particularly feel like moving to Boon Lay.Is there someone out there around the Holland Village area that can accomodate me? I'm looking towards something like $400 a month. It's not a whole lot of money and definitely below the normal rate

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Blog Conference?

Let’s see. I wake up yesterday with unnatural quantities of alcohol in my blood, cervical injury and no clothes to wear (my dress was wrecked from an entire night of naughtiness), and just as I board the train home, the ST reporter in charge of all the blog stories calls me up to tell me that there’s a blog conference going on. I’m so out of touch really, but without meaning to. I met some

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Public Behaviour

I am absolutely convinced I know what men want in women.They want a-lot of things, but I know there's one thing all of them would definitely like to have. And if you're a girl and you don't believe he wants that, it's a pity for the both of you. You'll have boring sex in boring places all your boring lives.Men want a little hell angel.And being one is sure as hell fun.I remember having a

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Drip Garden

Alright baby!Finished 2 days past deadline, but who cares. 32" by 40"Gouache on CanvasSomeone already has first call, but if he finds it inappropriate for his home, it goes for $500 if you're interested. Email me at sarongpartygirl@gmail.com xoxox

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Well Laid

I am definitely not well rested, but certainly very well laid. Which is fine by me. Very fine. And very healthy. Richard must be the only person I’ve slept with in the last 2 years that would make sense going out with. Mostly because I like him a great deal (yeah it’s only been 2 days, but you’ve no idea how fantastic it’s been). It’s kinda strange, but this really is something that could

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Trippy Vibe.

Life is always strange, isn’t it. Mine used to be dead boring, and dry and worst of all, without signposts. I haven’t exactly figured out where I’m going, but sometimes I feel as if I’m climbing the steps at Hogwarts Castle, the ones that constantly change paths, but yet at every junction, (which ever junction I’m presented with, it doesn’t matter) I know exactly where to turn.Some girls out

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Endorphine-d

While making our way to the car, I asked him if people behaved differently after they'd had sex. It was... rhetorical, of course, but I just wanted to hear him say something, it, whatever.I'm sleep deprived and slightly hung-over. You know, the sort of feeling you get when you haven't slept much and drank some amounts of alcohol the night before. That sort of zombie-d out feeling. But it was so.

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Rubber Ball Update!

Holy hell.Someone's sponsored a ticket to the Rubberball for me. By ticket, I don't mean the ticket to the event, I mean the plane ticket down to Sydney!For his generousity, and in the spirit of things...Thank you So, So SO much *grin*I just can't believe it! I'm going to send Dee a friendly reminder to get her ticket to the show, and fix up an outfit for herself. No idea where I'll be getting

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The Male Companion.

At some point in time, God decided to give man the blueprint for the PC and along with that, computer games. Then the internet. Then MMORPGS. And I can assure you, women are no competition when it comes to those things. Alright, given that both Sean and I are nothing more the buddies, I can hardly complain that I spent last night alone in bed, and I’m not (especially since he only had one bolster

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How Passionate is Now

You know how we watch movies like Head in the Clouds and De-Lovely, Romeo and Juliet, Gangs of New York, Braveheart and wonder at how passionate those times and the people that had lived in them were, and ask ourselves if we’ll ever see that in our time. True passion, fervor for certain values that are strongly telling of the human spirit, her resilience, her desires, the want to fight for what

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Virginity For Sale

I met Kevin for dinner today, and we had a fine talk about virginity for sale. There’s apparently a lot of it going on in Singapore, but then again, there’s just a lot of sex going on in this country, so what does it matter. He told me this rather odd story about a girl that sold it off for slightly over a thousand bucks. Lovely rational. She thought she might as well make something out of it, it

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Windmills

The Princess and I had been having at the Café a couple of days ago, telling each other stupid jokes and dreaming up plans to make enough money to open our own office somewhere in town in the next year We’d gotten together to fix up the party, but due to no fault of ours, it’s not going to happen. Because the venue we really would like to have is under-construction, and she’s just too busy.

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Being TRULY Good

Maybe I have been very harsh, even blasphemous with my handling of the 10 commandments. But what I effectively am against is not so much that they exist as moral codes to live by, but rather, that people have been using them to condemn other people through time without end. Is there any WORTH in their existence? As a Christian code, I do not believe there is any worth in the 10

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The Unberable Lightness of Being

I've got so much work to do. A painting I need to finish painting, a list of essay titles I need to come up with an elaborate upon (so that I can push my writing to cool indy Singapore publications. Mostly run by expats, and I wonder why's that).But to all those that have eyes and a brain to go along with it, this site is just great. I've no idea who he is, aside from the fact that he's Italian,

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Ripples and Skipping Stones.

Does the fact that the headlines spew impassioned words of courage and of condolences, of sympathy and empathy, of the steeled resolve of the developed and the oh so wide and far-reaching secular world mean that this generation really isn’t apathetic. That we actually want to care about our fellow mankind, particularly so, now in London and in Africa. Or is it because we are apathetic,

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Authenticity

'Everywhere I travel, tiny life. Single-serving sugar, single-serving cream, single pat of butter. The microwave Cordon Bleu hobby kit. Shampoo-conditioner combos, sample-packaged mouthwash, tiny bars of soap. The people I meet on each flight? They're single-serving friends.' -Fight Club'Come bombs, and blow to smithereens, Those air-conditioned, brignt canteens, Tinned fruit, Tinned meat,

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Blogs Are Strange

Blogs are strange things. We read them because we want respite from the contrite from of entertainment the media feeds us, piled high with stereotyped diversities (SAP-single-sex-school educated Chinese girl, guitar-loving-disaffected-family-orientated-Malay-Boy, Super-Smart-Med-School-freshmen-Indian-Boy… It suddenly occurred to me that I do not actively remember any Chinese Boy characters on

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I Couldn't Help It...

I normally don't make it a point to reply to any one comment, but the one about me never writing anything worthwhile really, really provoked me.To those who think that I don't, maybe you should read at least 70% of the blog before asserting something like that. I have definitely discussed issues like AIDS and STDS many times, have definitely encouraged people to take an active stand in being less

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Once And For All- Dick Off.

What’s the fuss over small dicks? I’ve had a number of Singaporean males email me saying they like the site bla, bla etc. but they really didn’t appreciate the derogatory comment concerning their penile appendage. It’s been mention previously I’m sure: As long as your girlfriend’s happy with what she has and you have, then no one has the right to say you suck. I was hanging out

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Whoa!

I just printed out every single entry, and I have nearly 4000 A4 sized, Ariel font 10 pages of material. That's a lot of shit to go through.Anyway, I've always had a book deal. Since last year, it was staring right at me. I was simply too caught up in god-knows-what to have figured it out. I really need to re-evaluate my life. The sex part I can deal with, the career part? I'd really better start

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Self Acceptance

There comes a point in time when you start to think it’s time to say something about something, and there is absolutely no reason why you should postpone it any longer. And the time is now. Yes I know about Xia Xue, and of course I’ve certainly seen the gif animation she made with that fateful photograph that got me all the (then) unwanted article in the Straits Times. A friend sms-ed me

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Oh My God!

Isn't it just so cool when you get your face in the papers and the two best things to come out of it is to have the guy your crazy over call you and an old friend from childhood stop by and say hi. And you find out that shes turned out hot as hell, but not like there was any doubt in the first place!xoxox

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Little Races.

There’s only one person out there that can make my heart race, and he never fails to do it every time. I’ve tried to get things into perspective, and I actually think I’ve managed it because the last time I bumped into him, I didn’t have any strong desire to beg him to take me home. But I still thought about him continuously for the next few days. He doesn’t believe what I have for him is

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BACK TO SCHOOL PARTY!

If I could have it my way, the ultimate party I’d like to have a ticket to would possibly have to be the annual Rubber Ball , this year held in Sydney on the 13th of August, which would almost certainly mean I will be attending. To cut the chase, the Princess said she’d really like to throw a party for a great deal of people, only she didn’t know where to get the ‘Great Deal of People’

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Of Course it Would Be.

If he’d broken contact with my skin, I would have died. I wish it never started, because now I know what the ultimate pleasure was. I wish he didn’t have to break contact with my skin, but inevitably it will happen and I think I know it, although I wish with all my heart it were not true. My fault, his fault, it did not matter. Will I ever be able to love properly, to love genuinely. Did

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Email on religion

And calling another person a bitch isn't a sin? Weren't the pharasees criticized more then the prostitutes in the gosples?What makes you think the bible is so accurate anyway?Remember how when we were in Sunday School, they used to tell us how the devil would come in pretty packages? The prettiest package is the semblance of holiness and the divine. Maybe the church isn't so innocent afterall.The

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Inner Sanctuary

Has anyone else noticed the insides of Olinda's thighs on the MRT doors at the Orchard station? That's rather provocative in my opinion. The insides of a woman's thighs is a very sexual visual. She's looking gorgeous these days, I hope Singapore Idol stardom takes her beyond being a poster girl for some slimming company. Such a great voice and spunky personality, and the only news I have of her

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